AFTER POINT OBFUSATION

AN ARTISTS REALITY, VISION

I have to admit: In the past weeks my brain did not work properly. I was in a permanent state of obfusation. Although I have not watched television for over 20 years and although I mostly restrict myself from reading the news (as I am hypersensitive and often not able to do anything else but cry afterwards) there was no way of not being involved in all those feelings and thoughts coming from everywhere and there was no way that I was even getting near to a clear vision. And I feel that this is a worldwide and collective phenomena.

I will not talk about the things that are in the newspapers, socialmediaplatforms and television. I will talk about what comes from my heart and inner vision as this is the only thing I can trust and speak about without doubting or overquestioning it permanently.

For many weeks people around the planet were forced to stay at home. It does not matter what each of us struggled with the most. Important is that the struggle is something we learn from as human beings.

And what we learned will change the way we are and act.

I have learned that the time we live in is a time of major change and that this major change is dependent on every tiny feeling each of us is going through and each little thought we are sending out.

I feel that corona and the time before has led to a collective breakdown of trust.

I will not blame a system, a newspaper or any person. As I said: this is collective and not only because of corona and because the lockdown was worldwide.

Indeed this is a universal thing. For thousands of years humans have exploited not only the planet in a material sense but also in a nonmaterial sense. As everything on earth develops in thriving fractal spirals the capitalistic system is just a mirror for where we are now.

Since I was a school kid politicians, economists and scientists have been talking about the need to educate better, to operate economically, to think and act globally. All of us have been talking about the importance of humanity, equality, healthcare, green business solutions, sustainability, empathy. Many of us have learned breathing techniques, yoga, embodiment, etc…and let´s be honest- many of us in this western world have experienced major psychological or physical breakdowns in the past ten years. Because we are what we consume.

We have overloaded our inner and outer system and still we have consciously and subconsciously tried to keep it going. And as Mother Earth is just as us a living and feeling being-we have done the same to her. She has started a little moaning but never did she get as angry as our folks.

Many people and organisations have tried to make a change and still could not stop the “almighty monetary” system from steeling our health, hearts and souls.

Now here we are.

This is our time.

And we need to see it as a chance.

This is the change we have been waiting for and talking about.

This is the time to take responsibility and to see clearly.

This is the time to feel and speak our inner truth.

It is time to do the same that our planet is doing at the moment.

It is time to take time for all things we did not have the time for before:

Remember.

Rest.

Regenerate.

Rethink.

Rewind and Restore.

Renew.

R E A L I Z E

(all the things that are actually already here as we have been reading, talking and workshopping about them for many many years)

For example:

Look in the mirror.

Question yourself what you are here for.

Leave your bubble.

Be true.

Nourish your feelings.

Open your heart.

Cry.

But then. BE HAPPY!

We don´t need more hardship.

We need HEARTship.

Try something you haven´t done before.

Do not step in footsteps for a change.

Ask your fear where it exactly comes from.

Ask your beloved ones what they exactly wish for.

Change patterns you do not like.

Ask yourself: How does my future look like?

What can I do to make it happen?

Do not read or listen and do not watch television

(and even if it´s just for an hour, a day or a week)

I am sure that this is the time to learn individually.

Everyone will learn for the self.

Knowledge and peace will come from within.

And if you need help – don´t be ashamed.

ASK.

This is our time.

This is the time that questions and teaches how to be human again.

This is a time that we and our planet were wishing for.

It is a good time.

And it depends on YOU.

ACTUAL PANDEMIC ODDITY

AN ARTISTS REALITY

Everyday I try to unlock perplexity. And everyday I find even more confusing news and impressions. I am trying to put the puzzle pieces together but actually –  I am speechless…about the oddity of this situation, about the spreading conformity of free persons and about the pondering silence of well-educated people.

By now all of you know I am an artist and a healer. By now none of the things I do are any kind of systemically relevant. No more need for culture and no more need for alternative methods that both have been healing and nurturing humankind for thousands of years…I could start to feel small and senseless but actually I feel I have been waiting for this moment ever since I chose to come on this planet for another round of adventure.

So : Even though I feel confused I will try to say some things as I miss reading them from others.

What is happening these days is full of potential but I see mostly helpless people. And of course many that are clamping…to their power, to their ego, to their money, to …  fear? however…

I feel everyone that respects democracy is responsable to question, to overthink and to speak their truth. I guess if we do not we must accept we will not be allowed to in the future.

They call this Corona Crisis. I like to call it the Crisis of Crest. It sounds like a movie, it suggests some equivocal humor or spiritual option of interpretation and it makes everyone feel much more positive right away. I like to see people smiling and I see no reason to wear a mask for immaterial output.

I do admit I feel subliminal things of all  kinds happening these days and the obvious output rather makes me feel de-pressed, but as I start to write again I am very aware that noone needs any more negative thoughts.

I know that the only way to stay healthy as a human being is to stay positive and finally take over responsability for our own lives and for our planet.

I feel this Crisis is here to overcome things that are not needed any longer. So instead of adapting to panic  let´s welcome the opportunity of transformation.