“There is war between the rich and poor, a war between the man and the woman. There is a war between the ones who say there is a war and the ones who say that there isn´t.”

Leonard Cohen, 1973

War of consciousness and frequencies…2020

On a day in march 2020- when the corona requirements started all over the world- I had a vision:

In one moment races and borders, rich and poor, male and female, all categories of former division were suddenly bygone. 

I saw the world being divided into two groups of people:

“Humanists” and “Transhumanists”.

People who respect nature and personal responsibility of humankind and thus are rooted on and in unison with our planet earth, its natural laws and its residents and people who mistrust humanity and nature so much that they would rather leave this planet behind and give all responsibility to machines and techniques that by time will more and more adapt and overcome humankind.

Possibly people are devided by the fact that some feel very deeply and others resist it for whatever reason. I do not judge it. I wish they could speak their truth, learn from another and find a solution that enables humankind to find a way to connect all human abilities in order to enter a bright future.

Back to the vision:

In one single moment relationships, friendships and families all over this world were tested. People were forced to deeply examine their perception and choose in between trust and control. To their astonishment very often they had to face that the ones they love most had chosen the other side.

After some time the virus had killed emotional bounds all around the world and this virus I talk about was not one that came from nature.

It was programmed by some people in order to lower frequencies, to spread fear, depression, confusion and separation.

Suddenly it was almost equal where on this planet someone lived. In a positive sense after all those wars about ownership, ego and borders we could sense that we actually are a collective. In a negative sense we were collectively scared by something that was unknown and totally out of control.

The fear was masked the fear of physical death by a virus. But the death of social cohesion transformed the fear into a virus causing the literal death of souls and humanness.

The more people got infected by fear the more they were disposed to leave the light and get used to living in the shadows. By time they were freely willing to exchange freedom for an illusionary security.

As we all know life always ends with death. Fear is never a good advisor but it is historically, socially and psychologically well known and approved in terms of spreading confusion and gaining power over people.

The programmed virus had been installed and had been growing decades before in a neoliberal and capitalistic system while most of the people were working hard on affording a life or finding a work-life balance and a vanishing tiny amount of people who made enormous profits at their, their children’s and the whole planet’s expense.

At that time people were trained to believe in any kind of statistics but for whatever reason this simple bill seemed to be too simple to believe, to relate to or to make a change.

Where we are now is where this system has led us.

There is a positive message to all of this : Every system failed so far.

We as human beings are no computers and even if we would like to define ourselves as machines: 

We are programmed by our own minds and in our hearts and honest inner wisdom we know: There are rules that exist despite and above all those that have ever been made by humans. They are called the principles of nature and we live because of and within these. Always. 

Since thousands of years people have respected and known the hermetic laws, for example the law of resonance. If we continue or now decide to respect these we will find trust, love, abundance and peace.  

Nature pursuits balance. And all living beings are part of nature. We cannot separate ourselves from it. If we ruin our planet or other beings we ruin our own system. Inwardly and outwardly. As the outside mirrors the inside. As above so below. As in atoms so in all. 

It is time to overcome fear. It is time to get rid of all masks. It is time to start feeling and stop overthinking. It is time to act. With our minds and hearts balanced. It is time to ask our soul why it has chosen to come here in this time and the answer will be: we came to choose and live love. Each of us is able to do so. 

Love is the only almighty power on this wonderful planet Earth.

It is a real good medicine for a healthy life.

And it will change ALL.




We are all one.

We have one earth.

We are always collective.

We all share the same sky.

Light is information.

And information shall be light.

As everything is vibration.

If we feel disconnected , disinformed or depressed

by channels of information, we have an option: 

We change the source.

As we stop consuming negative news we start feeling positive vibes.

As we are what we consume and we think what we read.

As we look at the sky above we look in our mirror within.

As above so below.

Try it. Now. The world needs it.

One hour, two,…one day, two, three, one months, two, three,…

Four is the number of your planet earth. 

Reconnect to it, grow roots, evolve. 

We are all important parts and here to heal the world.

Join a peaceful Pro-Test by not consuming mass media for a while.

Post your personal sign for peace and against propaganda

(a picture of the sky ) in all channels of social media now.

Use the tag #heavenlyinformed



I have to admit: In the past weeks my brain did not work properly. I was in a permanent state of obfusation. Although I have not watched television for over 20 years and although I mostly restrict myself from reading the news (as I am hypersensitive and often not able to do anything else but cry afterwards) there was no way of not being involved in all those feelings and thoughts coming from everywhere and there was no way that I was even getting near to a clear vision. And I feel that this is a worldwide and collective phenomena.

I will not talk about the things that are in the newspapers, socialmediaplatforms and television. I will talk about what comes from my heart and inner vision as this is the only thing I can trust and speak about without doubting or overquestioning it permanently.

For many weeks people around the planet were forced to stay at home. It does not matter what each of us struggled with the most. Important is that the struggle is something we learn from as human beings.

And what we learned will change the way we are and act.

I have learned that the time we live in is a time of major change and that this major change is dependent on every tiny feeling each of us is going through and each little thought we are sending out.

I feel that corona and the time before has led to a collective breakdown of trust.

I will not blame a system, a newspaper or any person. As I said: this is collective and not only because of corona and because the lockdown was worldwide.

Indeed this is a universal thing. For thousands of years humans have exploited not only the planet in a material sense but also in a nonmaterial sense. As everything on earth develops in thriving fractal spirals the capitalistic system is just a mirror for where we are now.

Since I was a school kid politicians, economists and scientists have been talking about the need to educate better, to operate economically, to think and act globally. All of us have been talking about the importance of humanity, equality, healthcare, green business solutions, sustainability, empathy. Many of us have learned breathing techniques, yoga, embodiment, etc…and let´s be honest- many of us in this western world have experienced major psychological or physical breakdowns in the past ten years. Because we are what we consume.

We have overloaded our inner and outer system and still we have consciously and subconsciously tried to keep it going. And as Mother Earth is just as us a living and feeling being-we have done the same to her. She has started a little moaning but never did she get as angry as our folks.

Many people and organisations have tried to make a change and still could not stop the “almighty monetary” system from steeling our health, hearts and souls.

Now here we are.

This is our time.

And we need to see it as a chance.

This is the change we have been waiting for and talking about.

This is the time to take responsibility and to see clearly.

This is the time to feel and speak our inner truth.

It is time to do the same that our planet is doing at the moment.

It is time to take time for all things we did not have the time for before:





Rewind and Restore.



(all the things that are actually already here as we have been reading, talking and workshopping about them for many many years)

For example:

Look in the mirror.

Question yourself what you are here for.

Leave your bubble.

Be true.

Nourish your feelings.

Open your heart.


But then. BE HAPPY!

We don´t need more hardship.

We need HEARTship.

Try something you haven´t done before.

Do not step in footsteps for a change.

Ask your fear where it exactly comes from.

Ask your beloved ones what they exactly wish for.

Change patterns you do not like.

Ask yourself: How does my future look like?

What can I do to make it happen?

Do not read or listen and do not watch television

(and even if it´s just for an hour, a day or a week)

I am sure that this is the time to learn individually.

Everyone will learn for the self.

Knowledge and peace will come from within.

And if you need help – don´t be ashamed.


This is our time.

This is the time that questions and teaches how to be human again.

This is a time that we and our planet were wishing for.

It is a good time.

And it depends on YOU.



Home is where the heart is, where your feet just find the way without you knowing.

…where your brain just starts connecting the puzzle load of information from all within and all around.

…where you meet brothers and sisters you have been knowing but missing before.

… where you are suddenly able to find a holistic healing method through missing links that reconnect to each other and create perfect harmony.

Athens, City of old and new philosopher friends: As we meet with the Pre-Socrates on your hills and come together in the name of Knowledge, WE REMEMBER. We have been here before, met before, tried to live democracy before.

Tried to change the world before. Tried to heal the wounds before.

We have failed. We have forgotten. We are posing the oldest questions again. We keep coming back as we have still not fulfilled our mission.

Humankind. What are you? Individual. Who are you?

A Turtle on the Hill of Nymphs reminds you:

Your path is old and it will lead you when you are ready to step on it.

Time is what you make of it. You may expand or reel it in.

We started with Harrison Farina´s Programm:

The Pre-Socratics in the Post-Contemporary Era



Outside Pluto Activation.

Old and new Visions towards an Abundant Peaceful Outersystem:

For an Experiment starting next week I will spend a period of time in the Artspace Outside Pluto and invite people that are interested in testing opportunities to share some time with me in order to feel, learn and collect not only more reasonable knowledge but also certain kinds of rituals to become aware of oneself and independent in the world outside.


The space itself will fill from day to day by body and mind, raise positive energy that slowly transforms into art, to move closer towards each other as well as towards a better and holistic understanding of the world inside ourselves and the world we are part of.

Outside will be Neukölln, further outside Berlin, further outside Germany, further outside Europe….Inside will be collected what we find revealed during this time….Outside Pluto.

For the experiment I will be absolutely passive considering any kind of daily news or matter and leave the world outside wishing to actively search inside what I might find motivating or enlightening when I go outside again or even further.

The experiment is timeless and free from any kind of serious obligation or system.

The only kind of obligation lies in active participation of the individuals concern to develop strategies and routines towards open mind, humanness, earth and what we call ALL.




In the dream I met an eagle. Maybe the eagle was the old goddess Athene. Maybe not.

Reality let me find Homer´s Odysssee and I had the feeling Athene is calling me to her Island.

Trusting this intuition, I have received trust and help from people I met on this Island to manifest the project that came through subconscience to reality.

When I left the Island Sophia gave me a key to the Ionion Center and said:

„You have found a second home. Make a plan, come back and bring people that are like you.“

Thinking about it now I realize that Kefalonia could be my Ithaka and Sophia could be my Athene. After offering me all her affection and protection through a whole magical summer, she is giving me her total trust and a key to her house that was built ten years ago upon her vision.

In order to use this key in the future I have to study and open up myself even more. I need to ask: „Who am I?“ to find people that are „like me“. For me this is quite a task to take as I am very shy. When I left the Ocean, I found a carapace -bone of a loggerhead Turtle. If this is another key given to me as a metaphor I might interpret it as:

„ I am an Artist. I have a gift that makes me feel rich and feeds people with questions about our world everytime I use it. There are many human beings that have influenced my art by their thoughts as I read many books, I look at Art, I listen to People´s Music and words for finding Inspiration. Many of those human beings are not living in this world and in this time, but many of them are here and I have never dared to deeply exchange thoughts with them. I have not been able to show them respect and gratitude for the impact they have on the World but also on my work and thus my life. I feel the need to do so. So I need to leave behind my carapace I have been hiding in for a long time and step over self-restrictive borders.

I feel now is the time not only for fulfilling a personal task but for making friends, for offering the ones we feel related to affection and protection, tell them that they are the ones that protect ourselves … maybe we could unite our powers and hold tight in this state of total confusion…and cherish some others and the world surrounding us with love and gratitude.

According to this the Atomic Platonic Orchestra is like a life-game. Playing it together becomes the symbolic key to make use of the real key.

At this moment of questioning my very honest inner and outer state: I am back to Berlin, working on adapting to the city again without forgetting nature is in me. I am surrounded by inner and outer fog. Still, I am often dreaming of the Ocean. It is grey, dark and wild, but still I can never resist to go in the water. Sometimes I see a dolphin coming out of the depth, showing up shortly before disappearing again… I hope somenight or someday it will come over and communicate.



June to September. 2016

I am in Kefalonia.

My senses are wide open.

This island is communicating a lot.

I am dreaming, feeling, hearing, seeing, experiencing a lot.

I am corresponding to the Ocean and the Ocean is corresponding to me. Every single day.

I am reconnecting to Nature. I am hardly spending money. I am out of any system.

I was sent here by universe and I am grateful and happy in dignity.

I have met many brothers and sisters in heart and soul.

I am in Love.

I am in Peace.

I create.

I thrive.

I trust.

I give.

I receive.

I am Nature.

My body is the Earth.

My soul is the Universe.

My thoughts are the Space.



Winter 2015

Another Dream. Anywhere in Nature. Masses of People going around tables full of babies. I go to a table on which I see a very tiny babygirl that giggles and dances under her blanket. When I lean over she moves towards me, grows bigger, her hair is brown, long and curly, her eyes are huge and blue. She seems to be a woman in the form of a mikrobaby. She moves her head towards mine, looks deep into my eyes and says in an irritating high tone: „Are you from Sirius, too?“. I answer quietly:“ I don´t know where I come from“. She giggles and dances and says: „Of course you are from Sirius!“. She takes my hand and that moment we are flying in Sinuscurves without any space and time giggling together.

Except the name I don´t know anything about Sirius. When I wake up I read that Sirius is a star in the system of the Canis Major which was often reffered to by old Egyptians, Greeks and others. Sirius A exists of Water and Helium and some people believe that Whales and Dolphins come from the little Sirius B accompinying Sirius A. But also there are some very wild theories about it that make me stop researching. Sometimes I feel it is better not to know. I start to believe I am totally crazy. But also I start to believe that some old folks and some other mammals we share our planet with know much more than us.



Last Autumn.

I am reading Novalis, drawing his lines in a Waterwhirl and thinking about that we are all kind of lost in a state of Kali Yuga Blues these days.


A Dream: All people important to me are in a city in another world in which everything appears to be newly recreated after any total collapse. Everyone is doing the same like in reality but behaves and looks different. I am searching for a space to exhibit. In a huge dark hall I see many little doors that lead to many little back rooms. As I look to the left I see a Pandabear coming out of one room. He beckons me over. I go and say „Hello Panda“ and he says: „Hello Julia. You know…Now is the time. It´s getting serious. Everyone has to do what he was sent here to do. We need to fulfill the calling. No human on earth is allowed to go on like this.“

I believe nothing and even less I believe in the system we have right now or in any system at all. To be honest I don´t even understand it. For me there are no borders, there are no differences in between any human or other beings on the planet. I believe all of us shall live in peace, in chaos, in freedom, in abundance, just like the wild animals do. I want to float like water, thrive like a tree, feel much, dive deep, think far and live in peace. I am not asking for much but will not stop asking questions. And I wonder if this might be the real nature of all human beings. Overall I see that we all are here for taking part in creating our reality and world.



Summer 2015

I am in Turkey. I am close to the sea. Whilst listening to a choir of birds, dogs, cats, insects, wind and the Imam singing altogether at night, I am dreaming about walking on the paths of some old ruins by a river with a group of unknown people. I leave the group behind to go down huge old stairs that are facing a river. A Caravan of all kinds of animals passes by welcoming me by talking in all kinds of languages before they move on. When I come back to the group of people, they look repellently down on me and move away. I think…now that I can understand the true nature of it all, people will not talk to me anymore.“ Waking up I ask myself why I should ever feel lonesome when nature is within me.



Summer 2014

In the middle of Berlin Neukölln I wake up in the early morning as I hear a knock on my window. When I open the curtain I look straight into the eyes of a duck. It is directly facing me looking as if it had something important to tell. After a while the male duck disappears with his wife in the skies and I go back to sleep after wondering about that this was not a dream.

Old Shamans tell: „If a duck appears, you should think about the people you surround yourself with and ask if you might be isolating yourself too much.“. Whatever these Shamans tell… A few weeks later I have decided to quit isolation, to not worry about money any more and to not care about things or people´s opinions that make me doubt this decision. I have started to think and research about Water as everything floats and I have never had any moneyproblems since then.