ANONYME PSEUDONYME OMNIPRÄSENZ

AN ARTISTS REALITY

“There is a war between the rich and poor, a war between the man and the woman. There is a war between the ones who say there is a war and the ones who say that there isn´t.”

Leonard Cohen, 1973

War of consciousness and frequencies…2020

On a day in march 2020- when the corona requirements started all over the world- I had a vision:

In one moment races and borders, rich and poor, male and female, all categories of former division were suddenly bygone. 

I saw the world being divided into two groups of people:

“Humanists” and “Transhumanists”.

People who respect nature and personal responsibility of humankind and thus are rooted on and in unison with our planet earth, its natural laws and its residents and people who mistrust humanity and nature so much that they would rather leave this planet behind and give all responsibility to machines and techniques that by time will more and more adapt and overcome humankind.

Possibly people are devided by the fact that some feel very deeply and others resist it for whatever reason. I do not judge it. I wish they could speak their truth, learn from another and find a solution that enables humankind to find a way to connect all human abilities in order to enter a bright future.

Back to the vision:

In one single moment relationships, friendships and families all over this world were tested. People were forced to deeply examine their perception and choose in between trust and control. To their astonishment very often they had to face that the ones they love most had chosen the other side.

After some time the virus had killed emotional bounds all around the world and this virus I talk about was not one that came from nature.

It was programmed by some people in order to lower frequencies, to spread fear, depression, confusion and separation.

Suddenly it was almost equal where on this planet someone lived. In a positive sense after all those wars about ownership, ego and borders we could sense that we actually are a collective. In a negative sense we were collectively scared by something that was unknown and totally out of control.

The fear was masked the fear of physical death by a virus. But the death of social cohesion transformed the fear into a virus causing the literal death of souls and humanness.

The more people got infected by fear the more they were disposed to leave the light and get used to living in the shadows. By time they were freely willing to exchange freedom for an illusionary security.

As we all know life always ends with death. Fear is never a good advisor but it is historically, socially and psychologically well known and approved in terms of spreading confusion and gaining power over people.

The programmed virus had been installed and had been growing decades before in a neoliberal and capitalistic system while most of the people were working hard on affording a life or finding a work-life balance and a vanishing tiny amount of people who made enormous profits at their, their children’s and the whole planet’s expense.

At that time people were trained to believe in any kind of statistics but for whatever reason this simple bill seemed to be too simple to believe, to relate to or to make a change.

Where we are now is where this system has led us.

There is a positive message to all of this : Every system failed so far.

We as human beings are no computers and even if we would like to define ourselves as machines: 

We are programmed by our own minds and in our hearts and honest inner wisdom we know: There are rules that exist despite and above all those that have ever been made by humans. They are called the principles of nature and we live because of and within these. Always. 

Since thousands of years people have respected and known the hermetic laws, for example the law of resonance. If we continue or now decide to respect these we will find trust, love, abundance and peace.  

Nature pursuits balance. And all living beings are part of nature. We cannot separate ourselves from it. If we ruin our planet or other beings we ruin our own system. Inwardly and outwardly. As the outside mirrors the inside. As above so below. As in atoms so in all. 

It is time to overcome fear. It is time to get rid of all masks. It is time to start feeling and stop overthinking. It is time to act. With our minds and hearts balanced. It is time to ask our soul why it has chosen to come here in this time and the answer will be: we came to choose and live love. Each of us is able to do so. 

Love is the only almighty power on this wonderful planet Earth.

It is a real good medicine for a healthy life.

And it will change ALL.

ACTIVATE PERSISTENT OPPORTUNITIES

ABUNDANT PEACEFUL OUTERSYSTEM, VISION

HEAVENLY INFORMED

We are all one.

We have one earth.

We are always collective.

We all share the same sky.

Light is information.

And information shall be light.

As everything is vibration.

If we feel disconnected , disinformed or depressed

by channels of information, we have an option: 

We change the source.

As we stop consuming negative news we start feeling positive vibes.

As we are what we consume and we think what we read.

As we look at the sky above we look in our mirror within.

As above so below.

Try it. Now. The world needs it.

One hour, two,…one day, two, three, one months, two, three,…

Four is the number of your planet earth. 

Reconnect to it, grow roots, evolve. 

We are all important parts and here to heal the world.

Join a peaceful Pro-Test by not consuming mass media for a while.

Post your personal sign for peace and against propaganda

(a picture of the sky ) in all channels of social media now.

Use the tag #heavenlyinformed

AFTER POINT OBFUSATION

AN ARTISTS REALITY, VISION

I have to admit: In the past weeks my brain did not work properly. I was in a permanent state of obfusation. Although I have not watched television for over 20 years and although I mostly restrict myself from reading the news (as I am hypersensitive and often not able to do anything else but cry afterwards) there was no way of not being involved in all those feelings and thoughts coming from everywhere and there was no way that I was even getting near to a clear vision. And I feel that this is a worldwide and collective phenomena.

I will not talk about the things that are in the newspapers, socialmediaplatforms and television. I will talk about what comes from my heart and inner vision as this is the only thing I can trust and speak about without doubting or overquestioning it permanently.

For many weeks people around the planet were forced to stay at home. It does not matter what each of us struggled with the most. Important is that the struggle is something we learn from as human beings.

And what we learned will change the way we are and act.

I have learned that the time we live in is a time of major change and that this major change is dependent on every tiny feeling each of us is going through and each little thought we are sending out.

I feel that corona and the time before has led to a collective breakdown of trust.

I will not blame a system, a newspaper or any person. As I said: this is collective and not only because of corona and because the lockdown was worldwide.

Indeed this is a universal thing. For thousands of years humans have exploited not only the planet in a material sense but also in a nonmaterial sense. As everything on earth develops in thriving fractal spirals the capitalistic system is just a mirror for where we are now.

Since I was a school kid politicians, economists and scientists have been talking about the need to educate better, to operate economically, to think and act globally. All of us have been talking about the importance of humanity, equality, healthcare, green business solutions, sustainability, empathy. Many of us have learned breathing techniques, yoga, embodiment, etc…and let´s be honest- many of us in this western world have experienced major psychological or physical breakdowns in the past ten years. Because we are what we consume.

We have overloaded our inner and outer system and still we have consciously and subconsciously tried to keep it going. And as Mother Earth is just as us a living and feeling being-we have done the same to her. She has started a little moaning but never did she get as angry as our folks.

Many people and organisations have tried to make a change and still could not stop the “almighty monetary” system from steeling our health, hearts and souls.

Now here we are.

This is our time.

And we need to see it as a chance.

This is the change we have been waiting for and talking about.

This is the time to take responsibility and to see clearly.

This is the time to feel and speak our inner truth.

It is time to do the same that our planet is doing at the moment.

It is time to take time for all things we did not have the time for before:

Remember.

Rest.

Regenerate.

Rethink.

Rewind and Restore.

Renew.

R E A L I Z E

(all the things that are actually already here as we have been reading, talking and workshopping about them for many many years)

For example:

Look in the mirror.

Question yourself what you are here for.

Leave your bubble.

Be true.

Nourish your feelings.

Open your heart.

Cry.

But then. BE HAPPY!

We don´t need more hardship.

We need HEARTship.

Try something you haven´t done before.

Do not step in footsteps for a change.

Ask your fear where it exactly comes from.

Ask your beloved ones what they exactly wish for.

Change patterns you do not like.

Ask yourself: How does my future look like?

What can I do to make it happen?

Do not read or listen and do not watch television

(and even if it´s just for an hour, a day or a week)

I am sure that this is the time to learn individually.

Everyone will learn for the self.

Knowledge and peace will come from within.

And if you need help – don´t be ashamed.

ASK.

This is our time.

This is the time that questions and teaches how to be human again.

This is a time that we and our planet were wishing for.

It is a good time.

And it depends on YOU.

ALPHA PORTATO OMEGA

REALITY, VISION

FOR SOPHIE AND THE SEA(S)

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As for these times

My humankind

I need to say

I lack the words

So let me use my brothers ones:

 

We called the Earth One Flower of the Sky.

The Sky we called the Infinite Garden of Life.

 

Like roses rejoice in tiny golden dust,

We spoke,

The valoury rays of sunlight rejoice the earth.

 

She is a glorious and living Being,

We spoke,

Divine when crossing fire,

When mild and vivid water

Comes swelling from her heart.

 

At all times fortunate to feed herself

Of dewdrops or of thundery clouds

Which she prepares for pleasuries

Assisted by the sky,

The ever faithful loving half of the Sungod,

Possibly primarily earnestly unified

Though then divided by all-presiding fate.

 

So she would search him, near him, detach her Self

And full of lust and dolour could grow to upmost beauty.

 

So we spoke.

 

I give you the substance, the spirit.

But what is it without the Life?

 

(freely translated from Hölderlin´s Hyperion 1797/1799)

 

 

 

 

ALL PARTICIPATION OBLIGATION

ABUNDANT PEACEFUL OUTERSYSTEM, ART LIFE, VISION

Outside Pluto Activation.

Old and new Visions towards an Abundant Peaceful Outersystem:

For an Experiment starting next week I will spend a period of time in the Artspace Outside Pluto and invite people that are interested in testing opportunities to share some time with me in order to feel, learn and collect not only more reasonable knowledge but also certain kinds of rituals to become aware of oneself and independent in the world outside.

ANSAMMLUNG PARALLELER OBJEKTIVITÄTEN

The space itself will fill from day to day by body and mind, raise positive energy that slowly transforms into art, to move closer towards each other as well as towards a better and holistic understanding of the world inside ourselves and the world we are part of.

Outside will be Neukölln, further outside Berlin, further outside Germany, further outside Europe….Inside will be collected what we find revealed during this time….Outside Pluto.

For the experiment I will be absolutely passive considering any kind of daily news or matter and leave the world outside wishing to actively search inside what I might find motivating or enlightening when I go outside again or even further.

The experiment is timeless and free from any kind of serious obligation or system.

The only kind of obligation lies in active participation of the individuals concern to develop strategies and routines towards open mind, humanness, earth and what we call ALL.

ABUNDANT PEACEFUL OUTERSYSTEM

ABUNDANT PEACEFUL OUTERSYSTEM, AN ARTISTS REALITY, ART LIFE
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June to September. 2016

I am in Kefalonia.

My senses are wide open.

This island is communicating a lot.

I am dreaming, feeling, hearing, seeing, experiencing a lot.

I am corresponding to the Ocean and the Ocean is corresponding to me. Every single day.

I am reconnecting to Nature. I am hardly spending money. I am out of any system.

I was sent here by universe and I am grateful and happy in dignity.

I have met many brothers and sisters in heart and soul.

I am in Love.

I am in Peace.

I create.

I thrive.

I trust.

I give.

I receive.

I am Nature.

My body is the Earth.

My soul is the Universe.

My thoughts are the Space.

APOLOGY PANDAS ORKAS

DREAM DIARIES

Last Autumn.

I am reading Novalis, drawing his lines in a Waterwhirl and thinking about that we are all kind of lost in a state of Kali Yuga Blues these days.

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A Dream: All people important to me are in a city in another world in which everything appears to be newly recreated after any total collapse. Everyone is doing the same like in reality but behaves and looks different. I am searching for a space to exhibit. In a huge dark hall I see many little doors that lead to many little back rooms. As I look to the left I see a Pandabear coming out of one room. He beckons me over. I go and say „Hello Panda“ and he says: „Hello Julia. You know…Now is the time. It´s getting serious. Everyone has to do what he was sent here to do. We need to fulfill the calling. No human on earth is allowed to go on like this.“

I believe nothing and even less I believe in the system we have right now or in any system at all. To be honest I don´t even understand it. For me there are no borders, there are no differences in between any human or other beings on the planet. I believe all of us shall live in peace, in chaos, in freedom, in abundance, just like the wild animals do. I want to float like water, thrive like a tree, feel much, dive deep, think far and live in peace. I am not asking for much but will not stop asking questions. And I wonder if this might be the real nature of all human beings. Overall I see that we all are here for taking part in creating our reality and world.

ANGEL PASSES OVER

AN ARTISTS REALITY, ART LIFE, INSIGHT

Summer 2012

I have just finished an installation including a drawing on the wall repetiting one of Hölderlin ́s sentences „There live sun and air and earth and their children extraneous around one another, these lonesomes, as if they didn ́t belong each other.” The wall is facing some stacks of handtorn empty papersheets that were filled by time and thought and include old books with titles that could tell everything and nothing (such as „Beauty“, „Philosophy“, „Greek“, „Nostradamus“, „Healing Methods“…) but won ́t help against the feeling that Hölderlin was having more than 200 years before me having it.

After a few months of working and thinking in isolation I sit down and light a candle. At 00:00 o a huge bat comes flying through my atelier window. It surrounds the installation, it is a mystical moment, first thrilling and then calming, adoring this creature flying in perfect circles. At 00:05 it leaves through the window again. The next day one of the stacks –Philosophy- has fallen apart. What could this tell? Is this my art falling apart? Is it Philosophy falling apart? Is it my world falling apart?

I don ́t know. I have many questions. I have no answers. However, one year after the bat, I quit my old life by leaving everything behind that I had tried to believe in. I started to learn how to convert energy.

I read about power animals two years later. Old Shamans believe: If a bat comes into your life, it will change your thinking and question the life you are living right now.

ABIDE PERSEVERE ORIGINALITY

ABUNDANT PEACEFUL OUTERSYSTEM, AN ARTISTS REALITY, VISION

°°WORLD°°

As a child I was a spiritual and thoughtful being that just couldn´t get rid of the feeling that it was thrown on a planet it does not belong to. From the age of one I was told by familymembers and doctors that I am almost blind. Influenced by this I started thinking that I might see and perceive this world differently than other people. I was very good in talking to animals and trees, the sky, the seas, nature itself and even things that do not exist in a rational Believe System. When it came to talking to people I was the opposite. I couldn´t even understand what they are thinking and talking about. I would be outside in nature or inside my room creating my own little world and phantasies in peace or I would argue with others and tell all the people to leave me alone. I am glad that I have grown a bit and become more social but actually I am still the same. My whole life as an artist has been created upon this.

I am trying to ask questions about this society comparing it to ancient societies. I never find any answers but what I find is that the ideas our world system is based on are not treating the natural system of this planet and its creatures very kindly.

I am attracted to the ideas of the old egyptians and greek philosophers, some thoughts of the romantic writers of the 18th century, some old shamans and myths… I find some soulmates in the Arts, in Philosophy and Poetry, in Music, but asked why I am doing art and how I would describe it, never I find a definition about what exactly it is. I just feel the urgent need to do so. Maybe I am searching intuitively to live a life outside of any Believe System and I am learning more.

Systems have always failed and people have always found solutions in order to step forward and create something else. No truth remains true forever. History is being told differently in different times and different countries. If some old thinkers we like to quote would live nowadays I believe they would think about other things, create something according to this period of time and reality, based on the experiences they made in this society and state of mind. Nevertheless, their thoughts are still alive, feeding and nurturing our thoughts and even some people´s daily lives.

ATLANTIS POWER OPAQUE

AN ARTISTS REALITY, INSIGHT

°WATER°

From the beginning of my life I was drawn to water. I did not live by the Ocean, neither were many lakes and rivers around the little village I grew up in. Even though I was dreaming of it permanently. I remember a period in my early childhood, when I had a dream every night. I was standing on a cliff staring at the Ocean. I would raise my hands, jump down, fly slowly, dive deep in, feel great, feel home, feel alive, without any fear… and everytime I tried to reach the surface again I would wake up. Everyday I found myself lying on the floor next to my bed.

When I was sixteen I wanted to become an Ocean Biologist but I soon found out that the ways I learn are different to all the ways you will be educated at any school or in any system.

Being with the Ocean will heal my body and clear my soul right away. I feel without time, without space and without any borders in thinking and corresponding.

When I have to leave it, my soul becomes foggy, I cannot think clearly and noise, information overflow, machines and many people make me escape to my own little world in my room again.

Our World and our Body is mostly out of water. Leonardo da Vinci says „the Old believe that a human is an earth in small.“ Heraklit says „everything floats“. Other humans have changed the waterflow on earth. They have cut its natural ways and are permanently controlling other energies, too. We all shall be careful about controlling our own energies and be prepared not to also cut our own veines or the flow of thoughts.

I am posing the question: If water can understand music and words based on the research of Masaru Emoto (who made photographs of frozen Water Crystals to show that water coming from a spring or listening to Bach´s Music would form a perfect crystal whereas Water influenced by Heavy Metal Music or coming out of the tab forms a destroyed Crystal)… if water is information and we are creators of information or even information ourselves… Could water read our minds, our thoughts and what if…?

APOGONOS PLANET OKEANOS

ABUNDANT PEACEFUL OUTERSYSTEM, VISION

ABOUT THE °WATER° WORLD° WORTH° WHIRL° PROJECT

FOR MANY CENTURIES THE HOMO SAPIENS HAS BEEN CONCENTRATING SOLELY ON HIS INTELLECT,  THEREFORE NEGLECTING HIS OTHER INTRINSIC SENSES.

ALTHOUGH HE ONLY USES 5% OF HIS BRAIN, HE PERCEIVES HIMSELF ATOP ALL OTHER CREATURES. AND THE MORE EDUCATED HE BECOMES, THE MORE HE EVEN ACTS AS IF HE WAS BETTER THAN OTHER HUMAN BEINGS.

HOW DOES THIS AFFECT HIS CREATIVITY LEVEL THAT ALSO DEPENDS ON MENTAL AND SPIRITUAL GROWTH?

LOOKING AT OUR RELATIVES IN THE OCEAN:
CETACEANS HAVE HUGE BRAINS COMPARED TO OURS. DO WE KNOW HOW MUCH PERCENT OF IT THEY USE?

THEY HAVE ACTUALLY BEEN LIVING THE IDEA OF A GLOBAL WORLD FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS, BEFORE WE EVEN STARTED THINKING ABOUT IT. THEY ARE COMMUNICATING WITH A NET THAT WE CANNOT EVEN IMAGINE RIGHT NOW. THEIR SONAR ORIENTATION SYSTEM SHOWS CONNECTION TO THE STARS.

LOOKING AT OURSELVES:
CENTURIES AGO…HUMANS HAVE BEEN UNIVERSAL BEINGS, TOO. THEY HAVE BUILT WHOLE NETS AROUND THE WORLD THAT WE FIND OUT TO SHOW CONNECTIONS TO THE STARS. I BELIEVE THE MORE MANKIND DEVELOPS INTELLECTUALLY AND TECHNICALLY THE MORE PEOPLE FIND THEMSELVES BEING LONELY, DRIVEN AWAY FROM THEIR ROOTS AND NATURE AND AS THEY LOOSE THIS CONNECTION THEY LOOSE THEIR HAPPINESS AND THE SENSE FOR HUMANITY ITSELF.

THERE WE ARE TODAY; DESPERATELY FEELING THAT WE CANNOT CONTINUE EXPLOITING OUR EARTH AND SOULS BUT WE ARE OBVIOUSLY BLOCKED BY INNER AND OUTER RESTRICTIONS OR SCARED TO MAKE A CHANGE AS WE MIGHT NEED TO LEAVE BEHIND A CUSHIONED COMFORT ZONE CREATED BY THE EGO.

WE KNOW:
LIFE OF EARTH AND MANKIND IS BASED ON WATER.
SOCIETY IS BASED ON EACH INDIVIDUALS BEHAVIOUR.
(EUROPEAN SOCIETY IS BASED ON ANCIENT GREEK PHILOSOPHY.)

THESE WORDS ARE TRANSLATED INTO ART AND ACTION TO QUESTION THE POSSIBILITY OF ALTERING OUR RUNNING AND THINKING SYSTEM.

EVERY ONE OF US IS RESPONSIBLE TO MAKE A CONTRIBUTION TO UNITY AND PEACE. IT STARTS WITH QUESTIONING OUR INNER BELIEVE SYSTEM AND TRUSTING OUR INTUITION.

THE QUESTION SHALL NO LONGER BE: WHAT CAN I DO ABOUT IT ?

FROM NOW ON THE QUESTION SHALL BE: WHAT IF NOT ME AND WHAT CAN I DO?