… DEPENDS ON EVERY ONE OF US …
… WE MAY START FROM ZERO …
… YOUR PERCEPTION ADDS TO MINUS OR TO PLUS …
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… DEPENDS ON EVERY ONE OF US …
… WE MAY START FROM ZERO …
… YOUR PERCEPTION ADDS TO MINUS OR TO PLUS …
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June to September. 2016
I am in Kefalonia.
My senses are wide open.
This island is communicating a lot.
I am dreaming, feeling, hearing, seeing, experiencing a lot.
I am corresponding to the Ocean and the Ocean is corresponding to me. Every single day.
I am reconnecting to Nature. I am hardly spending money. I am out of any system.
I was sent here by universe and I am grateful and happy in dignity.
I have met many brothers and sisters in heart and soul.
I am in Love.
I am in Peace.
I am Nature.
My body is the Earth.
My soul is the Universe.
My thoughts are the Space.
I am reading Novalis, drawing his lines in a Waterwhirl and thinking about that we are all kind of lost in a state of Kali Yuga Blues these days.
A Dream: All people important to me are in a city in another world in which everything appears to be newly recreated after any total collapse. Everyone is doing the same like in reality but behaves and looks different. I am searching for a space to exhibit. In a huge dark hall I see many little doors that lead to many little back rooms. As I look to the left I see a Pandabear coming out of one room. He beckons me over. I go and say „Hello Panda“ and he says: „Hello Julia. You know…Now is the time. It´s getting serious. Everyone has to do what he was sent here to do. We need to fulfill the calling. No human on earth is allowed to go on like this.“
I believe nothing and even less I believe in the system we have right now or in any system at all. To be honest I don´t even understand it. For me there are no borders, there are no differences in between any human or other beings on the planet. I believe all of us shall live in peace, in chaos, in freedom, in abundance, just like the wild animals do. I want to float like water, thrive like a tree, feel much, dive deep, think far and live in peace. I am not asking for much but will not stop asking questions. And I wonder if this might be the real nature of all human beings. Overall I see that we all are here for taking part in creating our reality and world.
I have just finished an installation including a drawing on the wall repetiting one of Hölderlin ́s sentences „There live sun and air and earth and their children extraneous around one another, these lonesomes, as if they didn ́t belong each other.” The wall is facing some stacks of handtorn empty papersheets that were filled by time and thought and include old books with titles that could tell everything and nothing (such as „Beauty“, „Philosophy“, „Greek“, „Nostradamus“, „Healing Methods“…) but won ́t help against the feeling that Hölderlin was having more than 200 years before me having it.
After a few months of working and thinking in isolation I sit down and light a candle. At 00:00 o a huge bat comes flying through my atelier window. It surrounds the installation, it is a mystical moment, first thrilling and then calming, adoring this creature flying in perfect circles. At 00:05 it leaves through the window again. The next day one of the stacks –Philosophy- has fallen apart. What could this tell? Is this my art falling apart? Is it Philosophy falling apart? Is it my world falling apart?
I don ́t know. I have many questions. I have no answers. However, one year after the bat, I quit my old life by leaving everything behind that I had tried to believe in. I started to learn how to convert energy.
I read about power animals two years later. Old Shamans believe: If a bat comes into your life, it will change your thinking and question the life you are living right now.
Reason °8° Intuition.
I do not believe in anything. I guess that every being has his own way of understanding, seeing and behaving in order to live. I guess that if ten people receive one piece of truth (let it be music, fine art, literature, philosophy…whatever is created by any sensitive and thinking soul) will see, read, hear, interpret, believe and produce something different depending on their character, life experience and personal state of mind.
Intuition and Mind… Dream and Reality…
Do they determine each other in an infinite ongoing process?
This World we live in is based on categories, definitions and intellect, on the things we receive by our eyes and reason, on time, career and money as I perceive it. My scala of worth could be turned 180 degrees and it could fit in this system. I know that I am not the only one feeling sad about this. Many of us are tired and feeling empty. Fear and anger, control and greed, machines and calculated numbers are the powers that rule our inner and outer world, that manipulate us, that exploit the planet and the creatures living on it day by day. This system is even reaching out to Universe I am afraid. I am not afraid of terror, of aliens, of the atomic bomb, the climate change or a financial crisis. I am afraid of humans that are lacking humanity and their active and passive deeds concerning our whole planetary system.
As a child I was a spiritual and thoughtful being that just couldn´t get rid of the feeling that it was thrown on a planet it does not belong to. From the age of one I was told by familymembers and doctors that I am almost blind. Influenced by this I started thinking that I might see and perceive this world differently than other people. I was very good in talking to animals and trees, the sky, the seas, nature itself and even things that do not exist in a rational Believe System. When it came to talking to people I was the opposite. I couldn´t even understand what they are thinking and talking about. I would be outside in nature or inside my room creating my own little world and phantasies in peace or I would argue with others and tell all the people to leave me alone. I am glad that I have grown a bit and become more social but actually I am still the same. My whole life as an artist has been created upon this.
I am trying to ask questions about this society comparing it to ancient societies. I never find any answers but what I find is that the ideas our world system is based on are not treating the natural system of this planet and its creatures very kindly.
I am attracted to the ideas of the old egyptians and greek philosophers, some thoughts of the romantic writers of the 18th century, some old shamans and myths… I find some soulmates in the Arts, in Philosophy and Poetry, in Music, but asked why I am doing art and how I would describe it, never I find a definition about what exactly it is. I just feel the urgent need to do so. Maybe I am searching intuitively to live a life outside of any Believe System and I am learning more.
Systems have always failed and people have always found solutions in order to step forward and create something else. No truth remains true forever. History is being told differently in different times and different countries. If some old thinkers we like to quote would live nowadays I believe they would think about other things, create something according to this period of time and reality, based on the experiences they made in this society and state of mind. Nevertheless, their thoughts are still alive, feeding and nurturing our thoughts and even some people´s daily lives.
From the beginning of my life I was drawn to water. I did not live by the Ocean, neither were many lakes and rivers around the little village I grew up in. Even though I was dreaming of it permanently. I remember a period in my early childhood, when I had a dream every night. I was standing on a cliff staring at the Ocean. I would raise my hands, jump down, fly slowly, dive deep in, feel great, feel home, feel alive, without any fear… and everytime I tried to reach the surface again I would wake up. Everyday I found myself lying on the floor next to my bed.
When I was sixteen I wanted to become an Ocean Biologist but I soon found out that the ways I learn are different to all the ways you will be educated at any school or in any system.
Being with the Ocean will heal my body and clear my soul right away. I feel without time, without space and without any borders in thinking and corresponding.
When I have to leave it, my soul becomes foggy, I cannot think clearly and noise, information overflow, machines and many people make me escape to my own little world in my room again.
Our World and our Body is mostly out of water. Leonardo da Vinci says „the Old believe that a human is an earth in small.“ Heraklit says „everything floats“. Other humans have changed the waterflow on earth. They have cut its natural ways and are permanently controlling other energies, too. We all shall be careful about controlling our own energies and be prepared not to also cut our own veines or the flow of thoughts.
I am posing the question: If water can understand music and words based on the research of Masaru Emoto (who made photographs of frozen Water Crystals to show that water coming from a spring or listening to Bach´s Music would form a perfect crystal whereas Water influenced by Heavy Metal Music or coming out of the tab forms a destroyed Crystal)… if water is information and we are creators of information or even information ourselves… Could water read our minds, our thoughts and what if…?
ABOUT THE °WATER° WORLD° WORTH° WHIRL° PROJECT
FOR MANY CENTURIES THE HOMO SAPIENS HAS BEEN CONCENTRATING SOLELY ON HIS INTELLECT, THEREFORE NEGLECTING HIS OTHER INTRINSIC SENSES.
ALTHOUGH HE ONLY USES 5% OF HIS BRAIN, HE PERCEIVES HIMSELF ATOP ALL OTHER CREATURES. AND THE MORE EDUCATED HE BECOMES, THE MORE HE EVEN ACTS AS IF HE WAS BETTER THAN OTHER HUMAN BEINGS.
HOW DOES THIS AFFECT HIS CREATIVITY LEVEL THAT ALSO DEPENDS ON MENTAL AND SPIRITUAL GROWTH?
LOOKING AT OUR RELATIVES IN THE OCEAN:
CETACEANS HAVE HUGE BRAINS COMPARED TO OURS. DO WE KNOW HOW MUCH PERCENT OF IT THEY USE?
THEY HAVE ACTUALLY BEEN LIVING THE IDEA OF A GLOBAL WORLD FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS, BEFORE WE EVEN STARTED THINKING ABOUT IT. THEY ARE COMMUNICATING WITH A NET THAT WE CANNOT EVEN IMAGINE RIGHT NOW. THEIR SONAR ORIENTATION SYSTEM SHOWS CONNECTION TO THE STARS.
LOOKING AT OURSELVES:
CENTURIES AGO…HUMANS HAVE BEEN UNIVERSAL BEINGS, TOO. THEY HAVE BUILT WHOLE NETS AROUND THE WORLD THAT WE FIND OUT TO SHOW CONNECTIONS TO THE STARS. I BELIEVE THE MORE MANKIND DEVELOPS INTELLECTUALLY AND TECHNICALLY THE MORE PEOPLE FIND THEMSELVES BEING LONELY, DRIVEN AWAY FROM THEIR ROOTS AND NATURE AND AS THEY LOOSE THIS CONNECTION THEY LOOSE THEIR HAPPINESS AND THE SENSE FOR HUMANITY ITSELF.
THERE WE ARE TODAY; DESPERATELY FEELING THAT WE CANNOT CONTINUE EXPLOITING OUR EARTH AND SOULS BUT WE ARE OBVIOUSLY BLOCKED BY INNER AND OUTER RESTRICTIONS OR SCARED TO MAKE A CHANGE AS WE MIGHT NEED TO LEAVE BEHIND A CUSHIONED COMFORT ZONE CREATED BY THE EGO.
LIFE OF EARTH AND MANKIND IS BASED ON WATER.
SOCIETY IS BASED ON EACH INDIVIDUALS BEHAVIOUR.
(EUROPEAN SOCIETY IS BASED ON ANCIENT GREEK PHILOSOPHY.)
THESE WORDS ARE TRANSLATED INTO ART AND ACTION TO QUESTION THE POSSIBILITY OF ALTERING OUR RUNNING AND THINKING SYSTEM.
EVERY ONE OF US IS RESPONSIBLE TO MAKE A CONTRIBUTION TO UNITY AND PEACE. IT STARTS WITH QUESTIONING OUR INNER BELIEVE SYSTEM AND TRUSTING OUR INTUITION.
THE QUESTION SHALL NO LONGER BE: WHAT CAN I DO ABOUT IT ?
FROM NOW ON THE QUESTION SHALL BE: WHAT IF NOT ME AND WHAT CAN I DO?
SNAIL HERMIT SITTING ON AN ISLAND…
BENEATH THE SEA OF OLIVETREEBARK, ABOVE THE UNIVERSE…
FEELING UNGRATIFIED BY JUST CARING FOR THIS LONELY PLANET, BELIEVING THERE MUST BE OTHERS THAT FEEL THE SAME…THEY MIGHT BE FAR AWAY AND SNAILS MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO SWIM, BUT STILL …SHE IS TOTALLY UP TO MAKE A CALLING…
TO ANY HERMIT WAITING TO CORRESPOND ABOUT THE WHOLE PLANET OR MORE.
USING THE YET UNKNOWN GAYA-MOON-REFLECTOR-SYSTEM…
IMAGINE WHAT THEY COULD TEACH EACH OTHER IF THIS WORKED!
THE A P O IS A CALLING FROM ONE PROFESSIONAL CREATOR TO THE OTHER.
ALL CREATIVE BEINGS LIVE ON THEIR OWN ISLANDS IN THIS BIG MULTIVERSAL WORLD. THEREFORE SOMETIMES IT IS HARD FOR THEM TO CONNECT.
WE ALL HAVE OUR OWN LANGUAGE AND SYSTEM INSIDE.
FOR EXAMPLE MY ISLAND IS BASED ON QUESTIONS ABOUT UTOPIES, HUMANITY, PHILOSOPHY, TIME, KNOWLEDGE, TRUTH, INFORMATION ( OVER- OR UNDERFLOW), WATER, LIGHT, NATURE, COMMUNICATION, …
THE LANGUAGE OF MY ISLAND IS VISUAL AND HEALING ART.
NOW IMAGINE WE COULD COMMUNICATE LIKE WHALES.
WOULD YOU TELL ME ABOUT YOUR PATH IN THE OCEAN AND THE STARS YOU FOLLOW?
IF YOU DO OR DON`T … I WILL TELL YOU ABOUT MINE ON THIS BLOG.
THE IDEA OF THE A P O IS BASED ON PLATON´S POLITEIA CONVERTING IT TO OUR TIME AND NEEDS. IT IS SUPPOSED TO CREATE AN ISLAND (AND MAYBE AT SOMETIME A WORLD) IN WHICH INNER PEACE, FREE THINKING AND TRUST IS ALLOWED TO GROW OVER ANY KIND OF BORDER.
I BELIEVE EVERYBODY IS AN ARTIST. I BELIEVE REAL ART IS VISIONARY. IT IS ABOUT GIVING BIRTH TO NEW IDEAS AND THINKING MODELS, NO MATTER WHAT OTHER PEOPLE OR A SYSTEM IS EXPECTING, ACCEPTING OR PAYING FOR. IT IS ABOUT LIVING THE UTOPY AND CREATING THE IMPOSSIBLE.
IN THIS OUTER SPACE, HUMANS ARE BEEING FREED FROM ANY BELIEVE SYSTEM. THEY ARE CREATORS BY THEIR MINDS, SENT HERE ON PLANET EARTH TO SEARCH FOR INNER TRUTH AND IF THEY FIND IT, WORK ON IT, REALIZE IT, THRIVE, BECOME A MASTER AND SHARE THEIR KNOWLEDGE WITH OTHER MASTERS IN ORDER TO CREATE A BETTER WORLD FOR ALL. AS SOCIETY IS BASED ON INDIVIDUAL BEHAVIOUR.
IMAGINE: IF EVERYONE COULD BE DOING WHAT HE LOVES AND IS BEST AT, WOULD THERE STILL BE WAR OR COMPETITION? OR COULD WE LIVE IN LOVE AND PEACE?
WHY ARE WE STILL FEEDING A SYSTEM THAT ONLY FEEDS A TINY PERCENTAGE OF THE CREATURES LIVING ON OUR PLANET? WHY ARE MOST OF US FEELING SO HELPLESS CONCERNING A CHANGE?
NATURE IS ALWAYS READY TO MAKE A CHANGE. AND WE ARE PART OF IT.